Just say “F*$K it!

In today’s hustle and bustle, striving to be successful, and an  eyes on the prize type mentality, stress is bound to be lurking very close.  For most, it has seeped into our life without us noticing at first, and for some it will do its best to consume any and all hope of good. WeContinue reading “Just say “F*$K it!”


Scattered, Scrambled and Smothered-Brained!

Like almost every woman I know that has ever been pregnant or had children around her, for any prolonged period of time, has definitely experienced the acute anxious feelings, the rushed and panicked feelings knowing you have about a bajillion things that need to be done, and so very very little time to do them in.Continue reading “Scattered, Scrambled and Smothered-Brained!”

“I’ve had a rough life, mommy, K said.”

The words of my 6-year-old when discussing the recent past happenings of my making that bad decision.  I believe the words made me go deaf because I didn’t hear not one single word she said after that.  Instead, I saw a flash of key events that have led up t this point.  Today, while sitting withContinue reading ““I’ve had a rough life, mommy, K said.””

Persuant to..

The Children, or the New Girl? Divorce, in and of itself, puts and immeasurably tough strain on anyone, but especially on little kids They are too young to describe or tell you the way the situation makes them feel deep inside their tiny huge hearts. Or what they feel leading up to the big decision,Continue reading “Persuant to..”

On I push, thru the mush

Most people are sound asleep, their husbands, children, pets, and worries all tucked soundly in for the night.  Me?  No way, I’m busy pushing myself as usual.  For instance, I am holding up a promise to provide a book mark for our books we don’t get finished with so that we can save our spotContinue reading “On I push, thru the mush”

StepMOM or Drill SGT?

Every mother hopes for the best with regards to their child’s father, their relationship, the relationship they have with the other family members on their father’s side, and should it be the case, the new woman in their lives that would be there to “fill-in” when the children are with him. In the case withContinue reading “StepMOM or Drill SGT?”

Busy, Busy Mommy Beware!

 From Getting My Girls, to Finding that Niche To Financially Cinch Our Future… Have you ever just knew what you wanted, how to go about getting it, and everything just laid itself out, one step at a time, and suddenly you turn around and there it is, all wrapped up neatly with a bow?  No?Continue reading “Busy, Busy Mommy Beware!”

Mommy is on the phone….punishment???

“Mommy, we were playing, but we had to stop so we could talk to you.” The words of my six-year-old today when I asked to speak to them.  Words that in most cases seem benign of any cruelty or nastiness in most given situations.  However, in my recent history, the words have such a deeperContinue reading “Mommy is on the phone….punishment???”

Bootcamp or Childhood?

Pictures of the real smiles that my girls possess.  Pre-bad decision day.   There is no mistaking that a mother loves her children.  We grow them, nurture them within our own bodies, feel them move and kick us in places we never thought we had.  I knew instantly that I was having a little girlContinue reading “Bootcamp or Childhood?”

Guess What Mommy.

Chicken butt, love butt, Ziggy butt! Make a wish upon the wings of a fairy, we need all the help we can get my sweet tiny…. As I feel the pieces shattering …… Another in the, what seems like, long list of new traditions and code words that I have had to teach my kiddosContinue reading “Guess What Mommy.”