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Just say “F*$K it!

In today’s hustle and bustle, striving to be successful, and an  eyes on the prize type mentality, stress is bound to be lurking very close.  For most, it has seeped into our life without us noticing at first, and for some it will do its best to consume any and all hope of good. WeContinue reading “Just say “F*$K it!”

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Scattered, Scrambled and Smothered-Brained!

Like almost every woman I know that has ever been pregnant or had children around her, for any prolonged period of time, has definitely experienced the acute anxious feelings, the rushed and panicked feelings knowing you have about a bajillion things that need to be done, and so very very little time to do them in.Continue reading “Scattered, Scrambled and Smothered-Brained!”

On I push, thru the mush

Most people are sound asleep, their husbands, children, pets, and worries all tucked soundly in for the night.  Me?  No way, I’m busy pushing myself as usual.  For instance, I am holding up a promise to provide a book mark for our books we don’t get finished with so that we can save our spotContinue reading “On I push, thru the mush”

StepMOM or Drill SGT?

Every mother hopes for the best with regards to their child’s father, their relationship, the relationship they have with the other family members on their father’s side, and should it be the case, the new woman in their lives that would be there to “fill-in” when the children are with him. In the case withContinue reading “StepMOM or Drill SGT?”

Mommy is on the phone….punishment???

“Mommy, we were playing, but we had to stop so we could talk to you.” The words of my six-year-old today when I asked to speak to them.  Words that in most cases seem benign of any cruelty or nastiness in most given situations.  However, in my recent history, the words have such a deeperContinue reading “Mommy is on the phone….punishment???”

Bootcamp or Childhood?

Pictures of the real smiles that my girls possess.  Pre-bad decision day.   There is no mistaking that a mother loves her children.  We grow them, nurture them within our own bodies, feel them move and kick us in places we never thought we had.  I knew instantly that I was having a little girlContinue reading “Bootcamp or Childhood?”

Guess What Mommy.

Chicken butt, love butt, Ziggy butt! Make a wish upon the wings of a fairy, we need all the help we can get my sweet tiny…. As I feel the pieces shattering …… Another in the, what seems like, long list of new traditions and code words that I have had to teach my kiddosContinue reading “Guess What Mommy.”

Our 1,2,3 Tradition

Meet me in your dreams, I’ll send you kisses on the wings of a butterfly until you can meet me there! From the very first day this horrible journey began, to help my oldest K to be able to process, connect, hug the emotions, and to cope with the loss of her everyday mommy, IContinue reading “Our 1,2,3 Tradition”

We have our beginning!

Evey night I tell my girls I will meet them in their dreams to catch up, and they will know its me because I’m sending butterflies to keep them safe! I miss my old life.  the one where my girls were home, the sounds of their laughter, playing, sibling bickerings, and constant “Mommy” calls wereContinue reading “We have our beginning!”